a brand new start?

:D

Dream

too much luoluos floating around
soon it'd be over
i'm not foolish.
i'll get over it.

its my last fight.
its my glory.
goodbye.

let the picture be forgotten.

Ragnarok

everything will end soon

-

watched transformer today.
not bad.
quite funny.
i love the action pack too.

guess i've to change a lil.
a brand new huang :D

light rise and the dark shall perish.
scourge shall be defeated.
lol.
I can take the heat.
When things goes nasty.

have you thought of the venue for sunday?
do tell me when u thought of. (:

yawns.
sleep early (:
be happy.
tell yourself you have to sleep.

//

Paradox

Now i see, now i don't
I don't know what i am seeing.
lol random post

tomorrow gonna get hair cut
back to short hair.
sad.but short hair easier to style.
hahaha.

obstacles obstacles
think think think
guess guess guess
i am seeing delusions. . .

rlyrlyrlyrly
sadsadsadsad

everything will be under control
i think.

Day 2

help you post your pic.
ahhas (:












doubt anyone can enter to see this. hahaha.

feelin kinda emo still.
well.
yeah.
should not start any touching stories.

i wanna get a new bermuda.
let's go shoppe together when i get my pay.
haha(:

thks for e treat.
feeling a burnt in the pocket?
hahaha.
i'll treat you some other time then.
(:

emolove.

Day 2

Where has my faith went ? Day 1 ITS NEVER TOO LATE

I always lead myself as carefree, funloving as i can
I always try my best in almost everything i do
I gave in my best
I was contented
I got a light directing me
in the end it's only a facade

I have never teared for anyone except for my deceased grandfather.
here i am, today tearing for some silly stuff
I always believed in myself in what i am capable of.
I think i am just too naive in the end
16years in the globe doesnt seem to be a big fuck anymore
I brought my courage telling myself i can achieve, i will achieve
I tried my best, it was a futile one
I don't blame anyone
Perhaps this is how life works
The strong gets stronger and the weak can die off eventually.
I got back my courage, got rid of my past
But the future hurts even more
Is that a dark or bright future?

Why am i always the unlucky one?
Nothing can help anymore
I started losing my faith
I always believed in miracles
But now, i don't think i'd ever believe in it
Too deep that i don't even know
I shall never believe in love anymore
Until someone make me.
I tried my best already
You can't see it
I dont care anymore
I got frank with you because i don't want any arouse any suspicious
I want to understand you
I tried to understand you
But i think i can't
There's too many blockade.
I can't possibly do everything by myself
I want to change
I changed
I used lesser vulgarities if you noticed. not just infront of you
& everything is futile

What's going to happen?
No one sees the future
I am a nobody
Emo one corner and no body bothers
f'mylife
fuckthis seriously

triffany if you see this blog, don't be so shocked.
there are so many things i want to tell you but i can't.
can you hear my cries?
i'll just remain my blog here just for you to read. only you.
until i decided to make it public once again
i'm not changing my password.
i guess eventually you'll forget me anyway.
i don't put high hopes
but there's still a diminishing flame of hope burning in me.

emo? yeah i'm emoing right now. you think i don't emo? i don't show them easily
why?
I dont know why
I lost my faith in a day
I wonder when can i regain it back
I am really really really very tired
I might just break down anytime right now
i understand that you are sad
but i don't understand how you feel if you don't tell me.

不能说的秘密?
this is bullshit.
every secret will be revealed.
but i still believe it in. reason is simple.
because it's wo men zhi jian de mi mi

I used to tell someone "If you don't help yourself nobody can help you alr"
she said " dont act like you know things"
maybe she got a point here.
things kept secret and it'd never be known.
Confusion. I don't like. Neither do i like illusions.

cheerup?
i can't fake a smile right now
i can't achieve it
maybe?
i'll try my best because this is life. life has to go on. so what if i emo? nobody really cares

living on?
sure do.
seeing you change?
i see a little
but that's too little.
i want to see more.
don't take my concern for nothing
doesnt give me a good feeling.
that's not enough.
you can say you are. takes time. i know. at least i see that you are trying to change.



//
bread day_
i really enjoyed that day with you.
i still remb the sweet you first gave to me. it's a strawberry one.

the 3hours walk home_
People will think that i am mad walking to jp during midnight then cabbed home.
why did i do this?
because it's an opportunity for us to be together.
understand each other more.
talking to each other alone.
walking in the romantic streets where there is no people around.

wcp_
the day where you get your hair cut. you're still asking me whether you should get ur hair cut
i told you short hair looks cuter and you did went to cut.
i don't know if you took my words or u just did because u wan pua stunt
although the trip wasnt a long trip. at least i get to see you
see you right in my face.
where theres no sadness in your face.
what about now?
we're getting ourselves so emotional

so many 约定 not accomplished yet.
i am not done!
but look here we are.
i don't think it's gonna come true.

i'm a very cool guy if you haven't noticed[ not the handsome cool type la]
i am willing to sacrifice everything
but looks like i don't even have a chance to.
i don't have a bad temper.
Don't you see i always give in to you?
Why?
Because it's i can't find a reason why i should not.

remember the days when i looked for you when you're working?
why did i still go even if im dead tired? in fact i am really very tired that day
looking at you regenerates my energy.
it's late at night. thinking that you might be lonely alone
so i came to accompany you.
why?
because i cared. i am worried that you will not have your meal.
i am worried that you eat too much junk food.
there are many things i didnt took notice of.
we've to communicate more don't we?
i'm always living in a mysterious land not knowing what are your needs
it's not easy to notice you know?
whatever i do is just for you and you're telling me that we don't suit.
i always told you to take it easy didnt i?
because i don't want you to be so stress.


i don't think i'll be able to fall asleep tonight.
^^;
it's okay, it's a trend already.
I'm trying my best to wan hui what is done tonight.
Can it be done?
Depends on you alr.

you always think i am not xi xin enough?
maybe. i admit
i always cared in my heart.
i don't know how to show and u said i not xi xin. i also bo wei gong because it's quite true
you can blame me for being a nerd
i've told you didnt I?
But I am willing to learn, feel, change.
takes time, i will hasten the speed if i have to.


You're always doing things to make me jealous.
Yes indeed i am.
You know?
我忍住的情绪在很后面．
i don't show it doesnt mean i don't care
what i ever wanted is that your to happy.
love is not about controlling.
love is about happiness, both of us
so what if i be so demanding over you?
what i REALLY wanted is you to happy.
haven't i told you before?
maybe you think i bullshitting
but i can tell you i'm not.
a smile from you can change things instantly you know that?

you said it's over?
That's what you said not me.
haven't i told you?
you said i am a give up boy didnt you?
did i gave up in the end?
i really intended to give up.
reason?
i am really tired.
why didnt i gave up until now?
because i think that there's still possibly.
but what now?
Looks like i'm the one being given up in the end
ironic?
maybe.
what?
i don't blame you
why?
because it's me
who am i?
it's me wei jie(:
just another momo kid in the world.
I HAVE NEVER GIVEN UP UNTIL NOW
UNLESS YOU TELL ME THAT I CAN GET OFF FROM YOUR WORLD


remember the magic i always talked about?
although there's no real magic i can create
but i really want to attempt to create magic.
is it possible?
i doubted
your the one that i need in order to achieve so.
why?
because i've fallen in love with you
when?
unknowningly
how?
fate brought us together unknowningly
everything has it's own meaning.


I know you always like to go against me.
It's fine with me.
as long as it's you
it's you for all i care.
isn't that how people create fun? i really loved fun.
your 嘴硬心软 i know.
what am i? i am 开不了口．
i know deep inside your hinting me.

probably we both wouldn't be able to sleep tonight.
why?
because of this.
I still don't know what i am in your heart.
Care to tell me ?
I am really curious to know.
Am i just a clown? a dirt? a joke?
Sincerity towards you?
Yes i'm very very sincere but if you can't feel it.
i can't do much but to try even harder
deep inside me.
i do things in consideration.
always thinking about you as priority.
sometimes i may be a lil guai lan to you or even scold you.
why?
because i really blew on my top and did u even notice it? i don't know.
and u were like saying i scolded you
how did i resolve?
i apologised didnt i? for scolding you.
and i promised not to scold you anymore.
promise,sincerity,feel. I'd be obligated to do anything
everything. because it's you.
why is it you, you must be thinking?
its been long since i ever loved someone so deeply

after you read all my chants.
the final decision is still up to you.
your the only reason i should go.
drop me a call me tomorrow and tell me your very own feeling that if i should go
and everything can start anew. I am very serious this time, if you think that we're impossible then don't bother to call me up. It's never too late. by calling me up doesnt mean you lose face or you lost the war. i want to know your true feelings.

Just let me be what i am.
I don't blame you for your decision.
and i hope you don't think that i am selfish.
i always took you into consideration in everything.perhaps i didnt really show it.
you kept saying you will die in early age.
do you know how much it aches me?
do you really want to die so much? i'd you say i want to live more, meaningfully
I'd rather you eat more then me.
Why didnt i eat in mos burger yesterday?
I myself don't really know the real reason
Maybe i wanted to try to starve myself to see how much it'd hurt.
everything can be solved as long as the story of two are willing to.

what can we still do? It's NEVER TOO LATE.
Make me feel the faith once again please.
everything between us seems so short.
I need your love too.

777straw hearts from me?
I don't know.
I want to know your feelings.

一眼瞬间

went to kbox yesterday
then ton at sh house mj again
overall was fun
(: lazy to talk about the whole scenario because it's always the same :D

too much to say
too much to care
yet i can't say.
lol not emo post hor tq.
PS:i LOVE you

chio bus

hi hao. this post is for u

Have a not?

Went to sh house to mj ytd. Starting lose about 20$ but at last win 40$ so win 20$ overall. lols.
started to drink alcohol at around 3am? mango vodka lols.
i only drank 2 cups lol.
jordan & ben was clown-ed they tio the most.
both of them show sign of drunk-ness
everyone was lol-ing at them.
ben was playing drunk mj
he got owned by me .
:( lols.
stomache wasn't feeling well ytd.
momo should take care of her back bone.
bus-ed home at about 10am.
treated gatti and hao bubble tea. lols from my winnings (:
wanted to eat you tiao but lazy to buy.
went home dota with gatti then sleep

everything looked so normal
everything is fine
everything is under control

happy father's day~

Cheer up

Things just came too sudden, mystery remains still.
No doubt that i am a failure.
No doubt that i dont take things seriously.

In minutes time i can be this i can be that.
What's most important is the heart/intention.
Hope you'll understand.

g00dbye people
a feeling that remains stagnant.
What's done is done.

Sweetest home ever again Lol.

Yesterday actually going sentosa but ended up in vivo city only. Went to arcade, played parapara woo :) long time nv play bodoh, hand ache.right now is alright alrdy though. Went to watch drag me to hell after that.

the movie hv tremendous sound effect lol, scares me at some scene Lol. Siran think that the movie is clown lol he is not afraid at all lor.watched finish, slack awhile and kh went home. went to bugis to eat steam boat after that. not bad at all the food. meiqi prosterism tanking all the food.

wanted to go aniplay that lanshop located at sun set way to play l4d but the lan shop was closed so we went over to shermaine house to mj lol. Mj-ed till morning and eat @ Mr Prata shop. lol bomb prata ftw. quite nice. (: took 99 bus home. Overall it's quite tiring and sad.

I feel so sad. sadsadsadsadsadsadsad. Everything remains mysterious and sad.
Nothing can describe the sadness anymore. sadsadsad

Home sweet home.

Just came back from chalet. 3D2N at Costa Sands Pasir Ris. Lol. So tired -_-.
Day 1:
Chat and played mj to spend our day. Sang some songs during midnight lol.
Couldn't sleep till morning -_-.
Day 2:
Day 2 is where most of the people come. Had buffet, BBQ and gambled. Lost quite alot but its ok since im in a festival mood. Wei quan, aikpeng, weibin, teck, andy went for cycling after that. When Bao ting came, 's'he said he saw someone kenna gang lols. 90$ cake mai siao siao for hao :D sang birthday song for him lols. went to the beach to watch stars. (:

Day 3: The ArT of gangsterism ;D
Went to Escape Theme Park. We practised the art of gangsterism, lols, its so fun. taking rides like no bodies business in the park. Andy wasted like 40 bucks on the carnival games-.-, most of his money must have been mine i think. Lol emo. thats should be all. i lazy to say liao lol my arms are aching because i just did heavy push ups.

[Really really very bao qian, not purposely scold you de][you happy can alrdy,thats all]

Home sweet home.

(: :)

Hahas. Emo day today bodoh. :(
Went to IMM with brother, he's getting a new phone.
Bought Milo mac flurry and walked home. dabao food for daddy too.
Lift under maintenance .. zzz i climbed 16 storeys. -_- phew.
Shouted at neo neo today :( hahahas. she was noisy.
thats all for today. buzhidao what to write.

sayonara.

Updates

was out to mj for friday and sat.
went to look for momo after her work on sat.
eat mac and train home.
ytd emo at home the whole day.
played some dota and slack.
was buying a phone at first but nth's nice.
so decided not to buy.
today had lessons in school.
didn't went to pool.
went home instead to take a nap.
feeling a little tired. (:

bye earthlings .

GG :D

hello imba people. ._.
ytd walk from je to jp with momo.
3 hours walk and leggy feel damn pain.
today, had lessons all the way till 4 plus.
suppose to be 530 but was release early.
was feeling very tired so went to have a nap.
didn't have my dinner though.
i'm skinny and i think i should eat more.
shower me with food baby! :D
going back to school to hand in some work tml.
then going redhill after that.

that's all earthlings,
goodnight. ._.

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐.

10 Reasons Why You Should Not Light Up

1. You enjoy better looks without lighting up. A person
who smokes a pack regularly looks about 1.4 times
her actual age. A 25-year-old smoker may look 35!
These ageing effects cannot be easily reversed.

2. You enjoy fresh air, every time and everywhere.
Tobacco smoking is the main source of indoor
pollution in the developed world and it is now
well-known that second-hand smokers have a high
chance of suffering from the same ailments as
smokers. Even pet can contract nose cancer if its
owner smokes.

3. You have more money to spend on your heart's
desires. With an average cost of $12.60 for a
pack of 20 cigarette sticks, smokers are literally
turning CASH into ASH. You do the maths!

4. You have better control of your life. All
tobacco products contain nicotine, a substance
as addictive as drugs like heroin and cocaine.
Wonder why a smoker keeps reaching out
for a cigarette stick? Because she's a slave
to nicotine!

5. Your hair smells great all the time. Even
shampooing does not get rid of the stale smell
of cigarette from a smoker's hair.

6. You are more kissable. Smoking stains
your teeth and fingernails, and darkens your
lips, permanently! And let's not forget the
stale breath it can leave you with. Imagine
kissing an ashtray...

7. You can cope better with stress without
smoking: Some people pick up smoking
thinking that it will help them cope with
their problems. Let's just nip the 'smoking
relieves stress' myth in the bud. Often, the
stress and restlessness smokers feel are
a result of nicotine withdrawal. Once they
take in nicotine, they feel 'normal' again.

8. You are truly being a 'Greenie'. Smokers
contribute to global warming. It is
estimated that 2000km/square of forests
and woodlands are cut down each year
because of tobacco farming and curing/
production. This is equivalent to destroying
trees that can cover almost three times
the size of Singapore each year! Cigarettes
are also wrapped in paper and sold in packs
made of paper - which equates to more
trees having tobe used up.

9. You can heat up the dance floor without
getting breathless in the next run of
'so you think you can dance'. You'll also
be able to concentrate better on your
snazzy dance moves when you are free
from nicotine cravings.

10. You are not manipulated by tobacco
companies who try to fool you into thinking
that 'light', 'low tar', flavoured, shisha, or
cigarillos are less harmful than ordinary
cigarettes. These contain similar chemicals
and cancer-causing compounds as those
found in cigarettes.

so stop cy and save the earth! :DDD
-momo

Wooo(:

Went to chalet yesterday, didnt went for school. Lols. Won 20$ ++ on blackjack, songbo? gg.
Played MJ after that. Not bad. hoho. [I am not angry over you, dont misunderstand lols]
Then cab back to tanah merah mrt station. gg the meter fare jump like omfg. -.-
Thinking of getting a pair of flip flops. New Urban Male FTW? hoho.
Yes. I know efforts went down the drain. don't be so shi wang on me.
ok. nth to write. going out soon people (: bye

祖

今天是O水准考试
感觉有点满意,可是却怕成绩不理想.
还有更遥远的路要走,别放弃.
默默的力量.